Wednesday, January 13, 2016

She's Only Human






Sarah has this jealousy towards her younger sister. Any opportunity she has to ridicule and embarrass Rachel, she takes the opportunity. This is all because of the attention that Rachel is given. Sarah is jealous of the relationship her parents have with Rachel because she wants the relationship. She wants to be treated the same way Rachel is treated. Her words were an accident. She was angry, Rachel was once again beating her. Even when she is being ridiculed, Rachel keeps her head high. Sarah wants to beat her sister. She never meant to turn her sister's world all the way around. She never meant to change the family dynamic. She was just angry. She was just being human and expressing her feelings. She regretted ever uttering the words "...you dirty leper" (Brennert 36). She never meant to. She was shocked at herself. None of what she said was planned or intentional. This is why is chose to draw this symbol for Sarah. The 'S' is to represent her name. The line down the middle is to represent her two different sides, the angry side and the ashamed side. When Sarah is angry, she is uncontrollable, like a large fire. Afterwards, she was fragile and still uncontrollable. The 'S' has tears coming out from the top because she was in some much shock, that the tears represent her loosened hold on the situation. Sarah may have said what she did in anger, but that's all it was anger. She never expected to feel the sadness of her words as well.

Sunday, December 6, 2015

Found Poem


Fragile and Picked On
Left With Nothing
Strength Appears
Confidence Repairs
and You Blow the Rest Away

Saturday, November 28, 2015

Anyone Can Stab You In the Back

A song that reminds me of Mary's experiences with Jenny: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WS2WLrRShO8

    Jenny is is an awful sister. She has tricked and stolen from her. How can a sister do this, especially to her twin. She disgusts me so much. Jenny is so jealous of all her sister ha s accomplished that she is willing to do anything to have power over her. Jenny doesn't realize that  She has no power over Mary. The only power she had was Thomas and Thomas has openly admitted that he is not sure which sister he prefers. Jenny is a witch and she makes me incredibly angry.
 

Tuesday, November 24, 2015

The People On my Back


The people on my back have always been right on my heels, judging making sure I am doing the

right thing.

She causes more stress than I can handle in one lifetime, never mind in two seconds.

He is so loud that I can barely hear my own thoughts.

I shake every time they speak, afraid of the disappointment that may come with their words.

The people on my back expect too much of me.

The people on my back want a better life for me.

The people on my back want me to succeed.

The people on my back want me to experience great adventures.

Their words are never hurtful, there is just too many of them.

All of their worries circling in my brain when all I want is to experience.

Their words are never hurtful, there is just too many of them.

The people on my back also inspire me every day.

They let me see the struggles they went through and I now know why I call them the people on my

back.

The people on my back want a better life for me.

The people on my back want me to succeed.

The people on my back want me to experience great adventures.

I see why I consider them the people always on my back,

The people on my back are my parents.


Monday, October 19, 2015

Jane's Identity

Jane is the foundation of a role model. She is the foundation of the novel and of her own life. Also, she has fire inside of her and sometimes her foundation breaks. Jane is fiery and sometimes her anger becomes better of her, but at these moments we see the true Jane. Jane is most powerful when she is not sunk into herself, but when she defends herself. Her foundation may break, but she does what is right for her. This is why I drew a broken, burning house and chose this quote for Jane. Even though her foundation is broken and a fire is burning inside of herself, she still chooses what id best for herself.

Tuesday, October 13, 2015

There Is Nothing To Peel Back

Dear Mr. Rochester,
    I am only writing you this letter to let you know that I am safe. I will not tell you my whereabouts or who I am with. You will no nothing of my journey. You, Mr. Rochester, deserve no such graces. I owe you nothing while you owe me the world. Why would you wait to tell this secret? Why would you not explain to me? Why did you refuse to grant me a choice? That woman maybe in your care, but I was and am not! I do not deserve to be under someone’s control. I will never know if you truly loved me or I was your way out. I hope that it was not the latter. I want you to know that I am in love with you. I fell in love with you even though you are boring to look at. I fell in love with the man who worshipped me, but knew exactly how to push my buttons. I do not know the man who stood before me the day I left. The man who was desperate, who was violent, and who was threatening. I do not know him and I do not wish to know him. I left you that day. I closed that chapter of my adventure and I started a new one. You are no longer welcome in my world. One day our lives may cross paths again, but now in the present you know me as your ex-governess, nothing more. How sad this is to write you this letter. Our life was supposed to be a magical one. We were supposed to be partners. Now I am turning into you. I am embarrassed of my past. I am keeping secrets from people who have taken great care of me. You have made a liar. you have forced me into experiences that I do not wish on the most cruel of humans. I want you to never look for me. You will not find me. I do not wish to be found, especially by you. Give everyone my love.
Sincerely,
Jane Elliot

Sunday, October 4, 2015

An Eight Year Old Maturing Beyond Her Years

Throughout her journey, Jane has changed from the small little eight year old girl who was angry to a
 
young woman who has a better understanding of the world. When she was living in Gateshead, she
 
was unhappy and mistreated, therefore she would lash out and be a disruptive young girl.  
 
Throughout her time at Gateshead she was ignored and disliked by her “family” members, as well as
 
most of the staff. Her cousin, John, abused and commanded her around the house. Her aunt would
 
ignore her and punish her when she would defend herself against her cousins. The staff belittled her
 
and never cared for her. During her final days at Gateshead, instead of being her usual self, she
 
fought back against the cruelty. When John came to “punish” her she attacked him instead. When her
 
aunt accused her of being a liar, she fought back against her aunt and told her that she, her aunt,
 
deserves the title of being a liar. After leaving Gateshead, Jane started to leave her old ways behind
 
her. At Lowood, she met Helen. Helen showed Jane how to accept her faults and forgive even the
 
most unforgivable people. When Mr. Bocklehurst came to visit Lowood for the first time since Jane
 
had been there, he, again, accused her of being a liar and instead of Jane retaliating against this
 
powerful and rude man, she stayed silent. Later that day, almost adult-like, she approached Ms.
 
Temple and was able to tell her side of the story. Jane was able to explain that she was not a liar, but
 
that she had grown up into a home that treated her such. Jane’s next conquest was when she became a
 
governess.  She is first faced with the secret about Grace Poole and her possession. When the first
 
attack happens with Jane in the house she does exactly as Mr. Rochester asks of her and she never
 
asks any of her own questions. During the second time, she follows his rules and speaks to no one
 
about the possession going on within the manor. Overall, the action that had shown that Jane’s
 
maturity had fully bloomed was when she was summoned back to Gateshead. She returned to a
 
family, that never treated her as one of their own, without any bitterness.  She returned to a woman
 
who blamed her decisions that her mother had made. Also, to a woman who acted as though she
 
never existed. She did all this with no rebuttal and with no question. She returned to a nightmare, just
 
to be able to see an aunt that took her in unwillingly and to tell her that she was forgiven for all of the
 
cruelty that she had put Jane through. Jane returned to Gateshead with an open heart and to give
 
forgiveness to her aunt and to her cousins, Eliza and Georgiana. She was able to finally put aside her
 
differences and have civil conversations with her cousins. They learned of her great ability to draw
 
and she drew portraits for them. She cared for the aunt that never cared for her. She sat with her when
 
everyone else was busy and she listened to her ramble about nonsense. Jane was able to forgive all.
 
From age eight to age eighteen, Jane has made huge differences in her life. Most of all, Jane has
 
matured into a wonderful young lady and she is able to show this throughout her journey.